So world,
I figured since no one was ever on here anymore id start blogging on here more cause its waaaayyy more private, and i can disclose my TRUER feelings.

Eh, LOADS have been going on since i last posed, like 3 years ago...haha.

Erm, im married...which is going well i guess...we have our issues, but like i tell people...when its good its GREAT, and when its bad...well...its really bad :[.

Another thing is my mom is an alcoholic...so ive been dealing with that for a few years...and its only gotten progressively worse, to the point where i dont respect my mom AT ALL anymore, and i no longer wanna be put in that situation, so im OUT! As of a couple days go...my mom may not like that idea, and my dad may not give two flying fucks...but...its my life, and i have to do whats best for me...and getting out of there IS whats best for me...

Something else new is im joining the military, the marine corps to be EXACT....OOH-RAH! Should be a good experience, plus i really need to build up some strenth and courage, cause im seriously lacking in both...Not a bad plus will be that ima have a KILLER body and HELLA cash here soon to live the life ive always dreamed of :]

I only have a few good friends, Greg, my husband...so hes BFF by default. But he is truly the love of my life...lifke i said before, when were good were GREAT...and i love how he makes me feel, when hes in the mood that is :P. But in all seriousness...i love him to death and i couldnt even begin to imagine life without his sweet ass :D Id probably be alone...in all honesty. But im looking forward to our life together, making babies and growing old together...Cause it may be one bumpy ride...but hey, those alwas seem to be the most fun ones right? CORRECT!
Melissa, my wife, so another BFF by default, haha, only kidding...but i do love her so much, she helped me through rough times that i couldnt even BEGIN to explain...plus she has a daughter thats cuteness  never QUITS! haha
Dale, probably my best guy friend EVER...hes always been there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on and whatnot...we may have had a falling out in the past...but it all got pulled together just recently, and im SUPER glad to have by best Dale-i-kins back :D
And finally Maddie-face...whut can i say about this gal?...I shurely havnt known her long at all...but she has grown to be a really close and faithful friend...always there when i need to vent :P And she got me sloshed for the first time ever too...haha. Its kinda scary how much were alike...bt it never ceases to amaze me how we can never hardly ever find something to argue about...No matter what happened in the past, she still wanted to try and be my friend and i truly thank her for that...cause she couldhave completely been a bitch for what i had done...but she wasnt, and im glad, cause i would have missed out on some hella cood times with her and i would have such an awesome out-of-state-BFF... :]

But anyways, thats just my life in a nutshell right now...ima try and keep posting on this more, itll probably be mostly venting if im in a bad mood...or every once in a while ill have an enlightening moment...so thatll probably go on here too... :]

Love, Charlotte ^-^